David Lovins as The Model, aka Forrest Jellico
Hello, I'm David Lovins, creator of this blog. What better way to get the ball rolling than to be the model? I've done it many times in real life. It's kind of a liberating experience. I recommend it to those willing to try.
So, I guess from here, everything is down the toilet. If you are offended by nudity from here on out, then please leave the site. Really, I don't need you here. If you don't like male nudity, then you are really in the wrong place, just so you know. Haha.
Here's another asshole picture with balls hanging. It makes me laugh, but I also want to seriously draw this scene. It would be hilarious, but also informative.
I actually like this picture a lot, with my wallet hanging from my neck. It's beautiful. I want to draw this one for suer. 
Here is another ColorForm Playset for Models. I like it.
I like this one, because it looks like a dead body, but I assure you it's not, as I am the one typing this after the fact.
This one, I think, crosses the line of good taste, haha, but again, it is just a pose to me, and is something to draw. Really.
The first picture I want to put up is one I took today, so here goes...
I think it's a good photo, and there is a lot I can do with it.
Just as a warm-up, I made a little drawing...
See how fun, quick, and easy it is? Art doesn't have to be a big deal all the time. Sometimes, if not most of the time, it can be very casual. It's how you loosen up, and forget everything you know, because trust me, each model is different.
Oh yeah, I forgot. 'Forrest Jellico' is my porn star name. It is my middle name, and then the street I grew up on. I got lucky with mine. I like it.
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6:00 p.m. I'm listening to an audiobook by Robert Block on youtube. He's a pretty good writer.
Anyway, it takes a lot of guts to get naked on the web, and to go public with my nudity. I'll start with clothed pictures, and see what happens. Probably nothing, since no one looks at my blogs anyhow, so I probably won't have to worry about anyone seeing me, and why would I care anyhow? It's just a human body, and this is for art.
If I do a good job, maybe I can get other people to model. If not, I have plenty of ways to get models for source material off of the web. Trust me, it's not that hard to find naked people on the web.
So why be a model? Well, I originally did it because I wanted to see what it was like to be a model, so I would know how they feel. It turned out to be a good experience.
Thomas Eakins, the painter, used to run life drawings classes. I think he was the one that used to drop his pants for the female students so that they could learn anatomy, haha. That would be considered unacceptable behavior now. Well, maybe even more so back then. But it was for art, so it was okay, and what's the big deal, anyhow? Thinking about that story just makes me laugh.
So if Thomas could drop his pants and show his Thomas, I guess I could, too, because, like I said, it's for art.
The problem is that I plan on exploring all parts of the anatomy. Everything. In a man's case, being that I'm a man, I will be including pictures of my penis, both soft and hard.
In art, there is work involving erections, more than you would think. It's hard to find, pardon the pun, but it does exist, so there is no reason why I should hold back.
Then, long after I am dead, people can see what my cock looked like, haha. I won't be around to care at that point.
So, my goal is to do a full spread of photos. Then I will do the drawings.
Do you know what is even harder to get good pictures of other than the penis? The Feet! You'd be amazed. I've scoured the web for good pictures of feet for drawing, but they are rare. I will try and fix that with my photo shoots.
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6:30 p.m. I'm listening to this Robert Bloch story about a white elephant from India, ridden by a beautiful girl. People in the circus start to die. It's a pretty engaging story.
So, I have a background in sports, dance, and yoga. I know how to do poses, so it's no problem for me. I've gotten pretty good at taking pictures of myself, too.
The thing with life drawing is often, it's about the lighting. What actually makes porn ugly is the lighting is so bad. Otherwise, it would be more beautiful, but they want to show all the horrific details of the body, and they are too much in a hurry to adjust the lighting for different scenes. After all, people are only horny for so long. Haha.
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Portraiture is a part of Life Drawing, so here's a photo to draw...
This one is good. The shadow on the face is really good. It's good enough to paint, even.
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It's the next day, Wednesday, April 21, 2021, 1:54 p.m. I'm at my outdoor art studio. I'm having a good time. I got my coffee. All is well when I got my coffee.
There is a man and a woman two tables up. They are talking. I wish I didn't have to listen to them. They are probably sitting there for the same reason I'm here: To avoid the shitty Starbucks music.
Anyway, they will eventually leave, like they always do, and I will be happier when they do.
So, let's put up a picture....
This was drawn quickly from the photo up above.
This is what eventually happened to the drawing. I put it up on Patreon, as I am currently frustrated trying to get my first patron. I don't know how long it will take to do that. I will try my damn hardest, though, to make it happen. Wish me luck, I need all I can get.
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I need coffee.
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Damn it, there are people in line, so I have to wait. It happens. No problem.
In the meantime, let's put up another picture....Okay, that sounds good to me.....I was actually impressed that some guy was smoking at a table right by the door, and no one even gave a shit....that's cool....anyway, here is the picture...
Here is another self-portrait, and this time I'm smiling. You can see that I'm having dental problems, which is another reason why I need Patreon subscribers. My dental bill the next time I go, is not going to be cheap.
Anyway, I like the shadow created by the hat.
When I feel like it, I'll make a drawing of this.
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I just typed in 'David Lovins Life Drawing' into Google, and did a search for this blog on the first three pages. It wasn't there. No one will ever find this blog, unless I link them. That's a good thing, especially for what I plan to do, haha.
I have no plans to put any tags on any of the articles. That will help ensure that no one will find this.
If they do find this blog at some point, I won't even care. But while I am creating this blog, I just want to be left alone right now, to work on my ideas.
God, I can't wait for these two people to leave. I think the man is helping a woman create a website or something. I'm kind of doing the same thing here. But yeah, I'm tired of their talk. At least they aren't loud, so I'll count my blessings.
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Attempt #3 to get my second coffee....here goes....dammit, a couple and their little kid were in line, I'll have to wait some more....sigh....more talk I have to listen to....sigh....
How about another picture? Okay.....
I like this one. I'm just sitting. It would be a good one to draw. Sitting poses are not easy, you know.
I think I will take some new pictures...for that, I need my tripod.
( I had better be careful...I don't want to be one of those writers who does that three dot thing....haha. )
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Damn, that was my fourth time to try and get coffee, and there were still people in line. Sigh.
"Are these yours?"
I nodded my head. Some young girl liked my artwork. That's nice.
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While I'm waiting to get my coffee, I'll put up this reclining picture...
I really wanted to do this pose, when I first decided to photograph at this gazebo, in Rock Park, in Sparks, Nevada.
Wow, I just got an idea...
So, here is the gazebo with nothing there. My idea is that I can draw the gazebo empty, and then draw in my own figures. I can put whomever I want there. That would be so cool. They could be anybody I want, clothed or nude, or any combination. It would be like ColorForm. If you don't know what that is, look it up on the web. The Batman and Robin Colorform Set was a personal favorite of mine as a kid.
I like this photo, and I like this pose. It's good. I think it is good. I would like to do this pose nude. Then I could draw myself nude in the same pose, on the gazebo. That would be cool. This just gave me another idea...wow, I could have multiple people on the gazebo. That would be really cool. They could be of both genders, both clothed and nude. I have a thing about clothed and nude by the way. Just type into Google 'female clothed nude', and you will see what I'm talking about. They also have male clothed nude pictures, but I'm not as much an expert on those pictures. But they will be useful at some point.
I still need my second coffee.
This isn't my favorite photo, but it's a good, casual pose. I like it. It would be good to draw. The photo needs to be cropped. That would fix that. That just gave me another idea, duh, to crop the photos to what I want. I'm filled with ideas and excitement today, and that is a very good thing. I'm excited about that. Woot. For those that don't know, 'woot' is a video game word for when people get excited about 'Phat Lewt', for example.
Okay, I will try and get my coffee again....whew, I finally got it....
I like the pose, but the photo will have to be cropped.
So, every pose is good, but some more than others. A good artist can make a good drawing out of just about any pose, but good poses are preferred, for obvious reasons.
This is the first pose from the series. It's nothing special.
And here is the first picture of the photo shoot, where it all eventually happened. I think I will do this from now on, where I take a picture of the scenery with no people in it. Then like a ColorForm Set, I can put whatever I want in there. That is a great idea. I love it.
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That's a lot of work so far, and I haven't even gotten to poses where I take off my overcoat, haha.
I think I'll send an email to my brother Mike about 'The Batman and Robin ColorForm Set'. He'll enjoy thinking about that memory.
It's a little creepy to mention his name here on this blog, but so what. He'll have to live it. It's not like anyone is going to read this blog anyhow.
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It's like I'm seducing myself before I get naked for this blog, haha. Oh well, if that's what it takes, so be it. It takes a lot of guts to naked for a life drawing class, or, desperation. Those models need money, which is why they do it, for the most part. It isn't easy work, just so you know. It is really hard to stand still, naked, in front of thirty people. Trust me, I know.
Anyhow....it's time for a cig.
I might as well put this picture up, since I like this woman's ass so much. It makes me happy. I can't wait to clean it up, and slap some tape, and white paint on it. It's what I do, and how I do it.
Here's one. I don't show my hands, which is too bad. Avoiding drawing the hands in a drawing is not good, and drawing this, well, something would have to be done about that, I think. Anyways, it's an okay picture. Just standard, and almost fairly decent.
WARNNG: You have been warned. Yes, this site is about bodies, and some of them are NAKED. So, if you don't like that kind of thing, then please leave. Some of us are trying to have some fun. Don't be a party pooper. Just because you don't like something, doesn't mean that others don't. So grow up, please. This is art I'm trying to make. It's what I do, and have done for a long, long time. Anyway, here is a candid shot in the Starbucks bathroom, using a ten second delay on my camera...I'm glad I got the whole figure in, and if someone doesn't like me mentioning Starbucks, well, that's too bad. I"m into them, haha. It's as good a place to make art as any other, and I like and enjoy their coffee, and the people that work there are relatively nice when they don't act like robots, but that's another story.
It's a lovely toilet. I wish I could sign it 'R. Mutt'. For those that don't know, that's a Marcel Duchamp reference. God gave us Google, if you don't know who either of those people are, just so you know. Anyway, I always take time to admire a well-crafted, well-made toilet. Especially here in Reno, these things have to support a lot of weight.
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Just a thought, the above semi-nude picture of me above could be cropped if I need to see the detail for a drawing. That's good to know. Whew. You don't have to accept what's given, you can change things.
Wow, here is another ColorForm Play Set. I could put clothed and/or nude firures in there. Wow. This is getting exciting.
But to continue and carry on...
While I'm at it, this is another Great ColorForm PlaySet! Ahhh, the possibilities are endless. I'm in Ecstady. My 'Fantasies' are running wild....
But back to business...
Yes, it is time to show some ass. Luckily, as far as men go, I still have a pretty good ass. Many have seen it over the years,, and say it is one of my best features, haha.
Anyway, here is a side view...
Again, this photo could be cropped when you need to see details, like the penis. It's important to get the anatomy right, haha.
A mom and child just walked by. Luckily, only the top part of the photo was showing, and I don't think they looked anyway, which would have been rude. It's not nice to be nosy about what is on other people's computer screens, just so you know. That is what your screen is for...you can look at whatever you want, when you want.
So finally, I am naked on the web. I did it. How do I feel? In a way, I feel proud that I have the guts to do it.
It is funny that I had to build up a proper context for it, though. I didn't want my nudity to be misconstrued, or misunderstood. This is for art, mind you, and for research. So there. So, if anyone doesn't understand why I do what I do, they can at leasty read what I have typed. ( People don't read anymore, but at least I did my job. )
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That's good for now. I can always do more later.
Okay, one more for the road...
I like this photo a lot. It's just me from the back, in my overcoat. The idea comes from the techno David Bowie album that featured the song, "I'm Afraid of Americans". It's a masterpiece of a song, by the way. Anyway, I don't do it as good as Bowie with his British Flag overcoat, but I just wanted to give a nod to it all. I like David Bowie. Anyway, it proves you don't even have to show the front to be an effective picture. Take note of that, if you are, indeed, taking notes.
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I'm done for a while. I've spent half the day on this blog. It's been fun, but it is time to do something else.
SATURDAY, April 24th, 2021
I'm at Starbucks in the South Meadows Promenade, in lovely Reno, Nevada. It is a beautiful day, but it is also a windy day, more windy than I'd like it to be. I prefer no wind. I'm sick of having my papers blown around. But at least there is no no rain, or sign of it, so I'm thankful for what I got.
I put my big monitor in my car today. I might break it out later. I also brought my PS1, and some games. Who knows? I might break that out, too, if I decide to bring out my portable table.
I'm very happy that I got my first subscriber on Patreon. It means a lot to me. I hope to get more subscribers, and then work hard to keep them happy.
It's a time-honored tradition for artists to have patrons. So, I'm happy to have my first official one.
So, let's see...I'm playing Entropia Universe, trying to collect as many bottles of sweat as I can. Those bottles have monetary value in the real world, so it is in my interest to obtain as many as I can. Plus, the game is fun, and I enjoy it.
I just need around 150 bottles more until I have 4000. Then, I will try and get another 1000, and so on, and so forth,.
I wish I could collect a million bottles a day. That would be nice. That would be worth $100. But it can take a year to get a million. People have done it before, but sheez. As a full-time job, the pay is truly shitty. But that's how it is.
Anyway, I plan to have a lot of fun today, and getting as much done as I can. :)
We'll see what happens.
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I took more pictures of myself at Public Storage today, this time. Too bad I can't get naked there, as it is a good shooting location.
I might put up a couple of those pics later.
I'm still trying to wake up. I'm only on my first coffee.
Some blonde woman with a heavy bottom left her coffee on the hood of her car as she started up. I pointed to the fact, but she had by then realized that she had done that. So, all is well, and she wished mn a good day. :)
I like when stuff happens in real life, as I'm doing stuff. It makes it into a creative work environment where things are happening. These little life vignettes gives me something to write about.
But I need a cigarette right now, so I'm gonna have one. Then, eventually, I will have to piss again. Coffee goes right through me.
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I listened to the first two Madonna albums. Besides four or five songs on each album, which are really good, like Lucky Star, Borderline, Everybody, Like A Virgin, etc, I was surpirsed how crappy and shitty the othe songs were. They were really bad, on a level that was as bad as the songs on the first ABBA album. These songs are insipid, and badly written. They sound like they were in a hurry, and didn't really have any more time to have some better songs. I couldn't believe how bad they were, and Madonna's lyrics at the time were overly simple, as if they were for a fifth grade girl. So, yeah, I listened to some pretty bad stuff. Madonna really felt like she had to rhyme with every single line, and that is pretty stupid.
Haha,.
I need that cig.
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I had a nice cigarette in the car, and thought about things.
I thought about what next to do on Patreon. I was trying to think of exclusive content that people would want to see. I have 2000 videos on youtube. I don't know what they would want to see that they can't see there. Those videos hardly anyone watches, so I don't know what people want, to be honest. I've tried to please people, but it doesn't work. For me, as a video maker, it's all been a crap shoot, or roll of the dice. I never know what videos will get more hits than others. There is no rule for what people will like, so I justdo a little bit of everything, and see what happens.
Even with this blog, I don't know what people will like, but in this case, it is all about what I want to do. I am my own best audience member. It will stay that way, since it will be a shock to me if anyone finds this blog, much less reads is.
A mosquito was on my keyboard, so I brushed it off. It still hung about, so I stepped on it. I've never liked mosquitos. They have caused me a lot of misery in my life, not to mention blood loss.
Mosquitos are the devils='s creatures, haha.
I need to piss soon.
With my Life Drawing, it's all about Life, both real and imagined.
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A Starbucks girl gave me a stare as I walked in to use the bathroom. I waved in a friendly manner. It will take the employees here a while to get used to me, as I sit here all day. Once they get used to me, they start to like me, since I always buy coffee, and I don't bother anybody.
I do take naked pictures in their bathroom, and if they knew that, they definitely would not like me, haha, unless of course, that they dug the pictures. In my defense, it's for art.
I have 3976 bottles of Vibrant Sweat. I'm looking forward to getting 4000.
A guy dropped his glasses carrying coffee in each hand, but he came back to pick up his glasses.
I charged up my camera battery, so that's good.
Otherwise, I am really enjoying the day. I hope it warms up a little. That would be nice.
Let's see, should I put up a picture? Sure, why not.
This is the last picture I took. Haha. I'm really having too much fun. These naughty pictures I'm taking have really become a hobby.
The reason for the ass pictures is it is something you just don't get in Life Drawing classes, for obvious reasons. What model is going to do this pose, and what artist wants to draw it? Well, I do. I'm fascinated. The way the balls hang interest me on an anatomical level. When a guy has a full erection, the ball sack as seen from behind, seems even larger, and more pronounced.
Anyway, I'm serious. I want to draw this pose.
The young brunette Starbucks girl gave me a look as if she didn't quite know what to make of me.
Oh well. At least she didn't see my bare ass picture. At least I don't think she did, haha.
I like where I am sitting, in a corner. It's really hard for people to see what is on my screen, and that's good. Even if I was on facebook, I wouldn't want them looking. It's none of their business.
There was one woman I saw looking at my stuff, while I was iny van. She didn't take anything, but she just stood near my table for half a minute. What a nosy bitch with nothing to do. What business does she have with my things? I have no idea. Was it just curiosity? If she finds my stuff interesting, she must have a really boring, sad, uneventful life. My stuff can't be that interesting. I think she was looking at the tape sitting on the chair, but still, sheeez.
Evil Ricky on youtube commented: David Lovins - Lord of the Wasteland and Last Gringo on Earth
Haha, I love it.
Here is another picture...
It's not a bad ass. In fact, it's a pretty good ass. I'm looking forward to drawing my own ass.
While I'm thinking about it, in Life Drawing classes, no photography is allowed, though I did see one talented artist ask the model for some back-up photos, and she said 'yes' since his art was so good.
But more or less, no pictures allowed. That's a shame, since a lot of memories are lost forever, in Time.
I need more coffee.
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One of my fans on youtube, Evil Ricky, called me, "LORD OF THE WASTELAND AND THE LAST GRINGO ON EARTH". Haha, I love it. I'm gonna make a video with that title right now. It's a great title.
I think he seems to get what I am about. :)
I'm glad someone does.
Maybe it is starting to happen for me on youtube.
I've been at it for thirteen years now. Geez.
Okay, I made the video, and now to upload it. :)
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It is now 3:08 p.m. on the Saturday. I was thinking of leaving Starbucks early, to give the employees a break from me, and just go to the park, and relax. Plus, there might be people there. But I was thinking of going there to take more pictures, and to draw. That might be fun, and I could take a break from the computer shit. We'll see what happens.
I want to get more bottles of sweat, though, and there is still tons of stuff I can do on the web, like posting on Deviant Art, for example.
Hmmm, it's a thinker.
But as far as this page goes, I guess I am showing what my life is, before I get to more Life Drawing stuff.
What is a figure? What is Life Drawing? What is Figure Drawing? Why do it? What's the point? Is it art? Does anyone besides the artist give a shit about it? Is it just an excuse to see a naked body? What is the line between Art and Porn, and should that line ever be crossed? Isn't Basic Life Drawing just a form of Soft Porn anyways? It is. And, there are lots more questions.
Should people ever be drawn having sex or masturbating? Should Life Drawings ever be sexual in nature? Are we not all sexual beings? Why is there a line about this stuff in the first place? Well, basically, the institution running the Life Drawing class has to cover its' own ass, is what is actually going on, I've realized. There are certain rules and regulations in place about what should and should not happen in a Life Drawing class,and those rules have been in place for hundreds of years. So, there's that.
Should there ever be two models at the same time? Yes. I have had classes with two female models, two males, and a male and female combo. I was a model for two of those situations. Modeling with another guy was really no fun. The challenge with the female, who was completely adorable by the way, was to not get an erection. I was breathing deeply during the whole thing. I wanted to fuck her while the class was in session, haha, but of course, that was not to be.
So there you have it.
How about another picture? Let's see what I got, and what's on the queue...
Oh yeah, a nice woman driving out of the drive-thru yelled out and asked if I wanted a free drink, so I said 'yes' as enthusiastically as I could muster up. It's a Berry Dragon drink, and damn is it good.
Why am I posting this? Because it is Life Drawing, and this is Life. In this case, it is a Still Life.
One thing I've thought about doing is combining Still Lifes with Life Drawing. In this example, naked people could be placed around the drink as miniature people,all naked, and just lounging about if I want, haha, and why not? It's only Art.
This brings up The Nudist Lifestyle. That is a whole other subject. I've looked, there does not seem to be many Nudist Retreats in Nevada. You would think Nevada would be Ideal for Nudist Activity, but it is the weather that stops things. It's just too cold most of the time, with wind added. In the summer, it just gets to be too hot, and skin exposure to too much sun is just not good. So there goes that idea. I would still like to have some Nudism on my property someday, if I can ever make that happen.
So, Life Drawing is about Nudity, Nakedness, and The Human Form. Through careful and diligent study, the artist can improve their drawing skills, and come out with some pretty cool drawings.
There is another line, too. How accurate should you draw the body? At this point, I say 'go for it' Put in everything, even the asshole. I don't care anymore, and I want to fully explore every crack and crevice of The Human Body. This Brings Me To My Next Thing: The Human Body As Landscape.
This is a great subject. Is The Human Body A Landscape? I say, "Yes, It Is". My imagination runs wild with The Possibilities. Already, as it is, for years and years on end, when I draw mountains, they almost always look like boobs with a woman,as big as a mountain range, well, she is just laying there. It's not obvious, but the figurative element is there in the mountain range. Ilove to do it this way. It feels Normal and Natural.
Oh yeah, I was gonna put up a Figurative Picture, but I just had to put in the drink picture....just look at all the dialogue it created. I'm glad I did that, and put it up.
I would kill to see the look on people's faces when they would go to a Life Drawing Art Show, and there would be multiple drawings of my ass on the wall, all blown up, and big. Haha. I can't see it in my Mind's Eye right now. People would be horrified.
Ah, it would be great, and fantastic.
So, yeah, I want to start drawing all this stuff. I wish it wasn't so cold today. It's impossible to draw when it is this cold. I've done it, and it just doesn't work good. It's no fun.
Here is The Standard Standing Pose in The ColorForm Environment. I like it. The model could be drawn as is, or nude. I could draw the nude twin of myself standing right next to my clothed self. That would be fun.
That's enough for today. More than enough, really.
There is only so much of myself and Me that I can take.
It is really fun to take naked pictures, though, that is for sure.
Eventually, I'm going to need another model, preferably female.
That would be fun.
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Final Thought: The Human Body is Fascinating, in all of its Infinite Permutations.
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It's Sunday, April 25th, 2021. I'm at the Starbucks by Double R Blvd in Reno, Nevada. It's a little too windy today to do any real good work. It's a little too cold for my liking, too.,
Anyway, I'll do the best I can with the conditions I have been dealt today. It's not the worst I've ever had to deal with. Rain is the killer. That's the thing that really shuts my whole operation down.
I think I'll have a cigarette, even though I just had two. I need to think in a warm car about what to do.
I had another cigarette, then I brought out my Mona Lisa painting to my table. It's the one thing I can bring out, because it is on wood. It doesn't blow over as much.
I need to use the bathroom before I go live on youtube.
Haha.
I didn't take any pictures in there this time. I have so many, and didn't have any new ideas. How many dick and ass pictures do I need? I don't know.
Fuck it. I gave up on the idea of a Live Stream on YouTube. To set it all up was more of a pain in the ass than I was willing to go through today. Plus, I couldn't see the text on the black set-up screen in the daylight at all. Plus, there was dirt on my screen. I couldn't see what I was doing. Fuck it.
No one would watch me live stream anyway.
With that in mind, I'll load up the next picture...
This is a forest scene at the park. I shot this last night.
I can barely see what I'm doing on the computer in this daylight. Sheez. Plus the wind, and the cold, it sure is hard to work.
Well, it's one thing to take naked pictures, and it is another thing to actually draw them.
I would do it right now if I could see, and if it wasn't so cold.
There are many problems associated with trying to be an artist outside. It's hard enough inside.
The outside situation only compounds the difficulties.
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Hello, it is 3:34 p.m. on Tuesday, April 27, 2021.
I am texting with some girl on facebook named Sarah. I never knew of her existence before today. She seems like a nice girl. I thought she was a scam at first. She still might be. She wants my phone number, and to talk on the phone. I'm not gonna talk to her on the phone. I don't trust that situation. Why in hell would she want to talk on the phone? I have no idea.
Anyways....I'm playing Entropia.
I like my bigger keyboard, but it broke. This small one works, but it kind of sucks. Oh well. It is fine for now.
It's windy, and cold today. But I managed to make two videos, so that is good.
You know, at some point I'm gonna have to draw from my photos of myself. That is true. I'll do it eventually, it's on the queue, just so you know.
5836 bottles of sweat. I like to keep track of my Entropia stats in my writing.
It's too cold and windy to write on paper right now.
My two videos that I made today were with a blonde fashion doll. I used Google Voice so she would sound like a UK girl. It worked out well. I'm happy with the results. I would post the link here, but I am too lazy, and I don't think anyone will ever see this blog anyhow.
My point is that I wrote dialogue for her, and then added more. I would put that on youtube, but I think it crosses the line for them. But, I will post what I added, as soon as I take a picture of the doll, and post it...one minute, please.....
Okay, here is the copy and paste from what I wrote on Google Voice:
Click the play button to hear this sentence spoken out loud. You can change this text to whatever you want.
I am at Starbucks right now. I enjoy their coffee. I like coming here every day. It is also a social occasion for me. I like their caramel frappuccinos. Also, my friend Brandi works here. She gives me discounts from time to time. That is very nice of her. We've been friends for a long time. We got naked once together, but that was a fluke. We were drunk. However, I still have a thing for her, but I don't think she knows my true feelings. I would like to tell her one day. I am hoping to get drunk with her again some day. But until then, I shall have to suffer. I think she is a very attractive woman, and I love being around her. I like how she fits into a pair of jeans. Her heart-shaped ass looks good to me. It is something that I want to touch, and to hold. Also, when she wears a black,turtle-neck sweater, I love how her breasts protrude forward, defying gravity. I want to touch them, kiss them, and suck on them. Who wouldn't want to? This girl is hot. God,I really want to make out with her. I really wantto go downon her, too, and lick her creation. I would kill to play with her clit, and make her cum all over the place. That would be great. Then we could lay in bed with eachother, and hold eachother until morning. That would be amazing. Then we could wake up, and take a shower together, and massage each other while we were all wet, and horny. Then maybe she could reach in from behind, and rub my morning glory, and bang my with her delicate fingers. I would love that.
Haha, I love copy and paste.
I don't think I need to write anymore for her today.
I think her and her friends will get their own blog entry for Life Drawing, haha. That will be fun.
Plus, the space bar on this keyboard sucks, and my hands are cold.
Yikes.
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It's Tuesday, May 3rd, 2021. It is 5:40 p.m. It's been a lovely day, and I'm just getting started.
I made a video with Roxanne The Doll using Google Voice. That was fun.
I also did a lot of writing, all in dialogue form. That was fun, too.
It is also fun to just be typing again. I've written enough.
So, more life drawing pictures were taken last night. It was fun to take those pictures.
Here is a sample:
It was nice to model with someone else, especially a woman.
Those that personally know me might guess who it is.
She doesn't mind that I put her pictures up. I asked her. I have to ask her if she wants me to use her real name or not. Maybe she can give me an alias name, or a fictional user name. That doesn't matter too much now. For what I want to do is to give her series of photos her own entry.
I want every model to have their own entry. That's how I've been thinking, but I'll also have entries for special subjects, like 'Boobs, Asses, and Vaginas, 'Dolls', and 'Hands'. Shit like that, I'm not exactly sure.
So, here is another photo from last night:
I like this one well enough. On the next series of photos, I might work with the lighting a little more, so it is not so clinical.
Let's put up another picture...
I like this one a lot. I would like to draw it. I want to draw all my pictures, but I definitely want to draw this one.
Then there is the issue of, "Well, when am I going to stop taking photos, and start drawing?" Well, that is a good question. Where do I put the photos of the drawings? Well, I can put them here, no problem, because this page is set to 18 and over. But other places? Well, I can put any of the photos on DeviantArt, as long as there is no erection. That's where they draw the line. On Patreon, I don't have it set to 18 and over. For now, I can edit my bodies for them. I'm hoping that I will be able to put up my uncensored drawings up there eventually, but they draw the line at masturbation, people having sex, and other sexual content, No erections, haha. Anyway, they want a happy and healthy creative environment. Okay, I can deal with that. There is a lot I can do without resorting to the lowlife stuff. That is what DeviantArt is for. I can do drawings of people's asses and assholes there if I want, as long as I mark it as Mature Content. Then it is fine.
How about putting up another picture of me? Okay...
I like this one a lot, with me laying down on the hard floor, with the body in perspecitve. I like how my own ass looks.
Here's a few more...
I like this one a lot, too.
Well, that's enough damage for now. Thanks for reading. ( I don't think anyone will ever find this blog, so it doesn't matter. )
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5:20 P.M.
Wednesday, May 12, 2021
Double R Blvd Starbucks
I just looked at this page. I have not even begun to get naked on this page. I am just getting started.
The human body is infinite in its' possibilities.
One thing is for sure, is that there are certain poses not allowed in most places, as they are considered pornographic, or profane.
To me, it's all art.
When Trey and Matt from South Park said that 'Porn is just an art form', that really changed my viewpoint on the whole thing. Looking at the history of erotic art only confirmed that. So, I feel free about the human body, and what it does, and what it is capable of.
I'll show a picture or two which I didn't think would be a good idea to put up on DeviantArt:
Since this pose kind of looks like I am about to take a shit, I decided not to put it up.
To me, it is just another pose.
I think all this stuff is rather interesting.
I think this one would be fun to draw. It would be fun to see people's reaction to the drawing of this photo. I'm sure it would cause some revulsion amongst some viewers.
Some people might actually get the joke.
You never know with people.
But I am pretty sure that this is not a photo to show people on your phone at a nice cocktail party, haha.
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That's all I feel like posting here today. I've done enough.
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